Yesterday was really hard. I really really wanted to quit. Preparing my son's lunch was no walk in the park...but his dinner is what killed me. It smelled like... HEAVEN.
Plus Luke started his Master Cleanse yesterday and pretty much immediately got a wicked good headache. And he was going on for most of the day about food. And about cheating a little (I replied with a firm "NO!"). Which of course got ME thinking about food. And about how much I missed it. And how amazing my son's dinner smelled.
Maybe it would have been easier if Luke wasn't egging the food conversation on, but nevertheless... it was hard. It took an army of friends to convince me to not quit. My rationale was "But I've already cleansed for FIVE days, plus it'll be another 3 days of coming out". But no... they weren't having ANY of that. lol.
My SWF came out clear yesterday. There were no floaties, nothing solid in it. So I thought... WOW, is this it? Am I clean? (which of course fueled my rationale that I can quit - after all, my colon was clean).
How wrong I was. After last night's Senna Tea, my insides were doing their mandatory night-long gurgling sounds and this morning before I drank my SWF I had a little Bowel Movement. I was shocked!!! How can I be having a BM when I haven't eaten anything in FIVE DAYS?!?!?!?
I just finished my SWF about 30 minutes ago, so I'm still waiting for it to make its way through... and I'm assuming that it will NOT be clear. I also weighed myself this morning... I'm at 109.2. I only dropped half a pound from yesterday.
I gotta head down to work for a quick 30 minute meeting this morning. I'm going to take Emmy with me, and hopefully he'll be a good little boy. After yesterday's tough go at it, I think I'll swing by the mall with him later too - I deserve a little bit of shopping! :o)
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